...it was going to be this painful.
...i am such a whiny bitch.
...I'd get more relief from ibuprofen than i would narcotics.
...i could smell this funky in such a short space of time.
...people who said they'd be there would be so unreliable.
...people who barely know me would be so comforting and sweet. you know who you are, and you should also know that i very much appreciate you.
...that i could type this fast one-handed.
..that I'd be afraid of my ability to cope on my own. that's never happened before, and it's disconcerting.